It feels like I am connecting with myself like never before. I’m not plagued by the opinions of anyone and I am ready to explore so many different things and thoughts on my mind.
Some days I want to wear a suit and dance like Diddy. Other days I want to dye my hair and take painting classes. It’s a really cool time to be in my mind. I’m going to explore and experiment more. Going to use the world as my canvas. Speaking of canvas, I doubt I’ll get any tattoos. I rarely have permanent thoughts, so permanent ink kind of scares me a little. I’m also not a fan of needles. I would look away for a penicillin shot right now if I had to take one. Who knows though. I do have some dope ideas for tattoos. I wrote about one sometime last year.
I don’t know if all these layers were suppressed or just peaking. I just know the time is now.