Maybe I Don’t Believe In God Enough…

Maybe I Don’t Believe In God Enough…

How could I while thinking My destiny is in my own hands
Like I’m going to pull the strings to solely create my desired reality
Like I’m truly in control of the narratives true or fallacy

Maybe I don’t believe in God Enough…

Faith fails in the midst of worry
The wonders of why others succeeded and how should scurry
Cause what’s meant for me is to focus and keep working

I Don’t believe in God enough…

Because when I left that job, I got scared
I felt devalued and too weird
No clue how to get more
And walked consumed with silent fears

I didn’t trust his process
Block out the nonsense
Prepare myself for a better day
Understand that “He Got This”

When I believed in God enough…

Opportunities appeared
Great passions were revealed
Foggy paths became clear

The right people reach out
I started conquering self doubt
Found new life to create
Knew I was down but not done and out

Do I believe in God enough???

I’d have to say such
Now it’s time to know what happens
When I believe in God too much…

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