I ask God for a lot. I ask for so many things that sometimes I feel like I’m not even saying real prayers or taking time to be truly thankful for what I do have. What I also noticed is how God has moved in a way for me to achieve. The way he is doing it is through creating time.
Somedays my phone doesn’t ring or alert at all if it isn’t my wife. Somedays I’m literally sitting in my chair thinking of “what needs to be done today”. I also can think of an idea and have just enough to start. It’s all rooted in available time.
Social media and it’s notifications are all optional. Even more time provided. I can now say that in a lot of ways on more days than I am happy to say, I’ve had enough time to reach or achieve a lot of the things I’ve asked God for and haven’t made the most of that time. It proved to me that my focus isn’t as great as I want it to be. October has been a month of enlightening and now I much continue to make the most of that enlightenment. Moving in to 2020, I won’t be the same person I was in 2019 and I will be worlds away from who I was in 2010.
I stood in the mirror today and thought to myself, I love who I’m becoming. I had no clue how much self love I lacked. It’s beyond “not being suicidal”. Are you happy with your life? Your look? Your health? Your body? Your hairstyle? Your career? Your job? Your friends? The information you receive? All of it is an extension of self love. I’m becoming more in love with myself and my progress everyday. It’s causing me to push harder and gain new and great information to help me.
God has removed so many things, devices and people out of my way so I can see all that. Now it’s on me to maximize God’s provided time. Thank you, God.