If I Could…

If I could put it into words would you read it?
I could put it in a picture could see then
Invite me into a place you believe in?
Show me the things in your life that keep you breathing?

If I could take away the pain would prescribe?
Build a union together
Start our own tribe
Be up to see the truth
While the world lies
On the surface
While we soar amongst the blue skies

If I could I would connect every time
If I should means you accept and reply
I just would because a could just implies.
A could and should would never be justified…

I Shouldn’t Be Concerned But…

I Shouldn’t Be Concerned But…

It bothers me that we don’t talk and the vibe is far from cool
That I know your least concern is our relationship
And you biggest concern is being perceived as a fool
Do those with a birds eye view that you rarely speak to matter?
My guess is, Yes
As I live outside the bubble
Viewing but no longer hearing the laughter

I’m not sure if I watch with envy or disgust
Not sure if I admire or lust
Not sure if it’s “just me” or is it “we” and “us”
My concerns can’t be you
Be cause you don’t concern yourself with me
So my new concern is questioning
Why can’t you let things be?

I shouldn’t be concerned…

But what’s a leader to do?
When the success around his loved ones
Is distant and minimal
We are raised thinking we’re less than and criminal
Fighting for light
In a path with traps that’s dismal
Just to be considered equal
Intelligent, worthy and peaceful
With a pride that’s misinterpreted
By oppressive eyes through a peephole
See the visions not seen, Bro
Only the face magnified but not keen though
How can I not be concerned?
I have a family out here to speak for.

I shouldn’t be concerned…

But concern brings passion and change
It develops the pictures of life’s way
It breeds ideology and healed pain
When you care, you do
And actions spread
We’re hungry for knowledge
But we all “Knead The Bread”
How strong was your meal?
Would you mind it being your last?
Are you content with how you feel?
Will it waste out with your gas?
Why aren’t you concerned?
Take your time after the ask
Cause some answers need a voice
That’s better in the act

Hell In My Heart For You…

I should have left you in that living room with the bogus question you asked
The feelings of the “good boy” with thoughts so bad
The feeling that I was ready to give my all and you cheated me
Gave you my hand
Then you turned round and spit on me
Discovering love was road blocked
By your deceptive smile
Your manipulative life seduced my naive style
I loathe our meeting and almost everything from it
The seeds were planted in dirt and acid covered
Not the soil dirt that brings life and nutrition
But the dust that settles when commotion is ending
I might have lost a great friend cause you
May have missed on a couple great girls cause you
The Blue flame flickers in my eyes cause you
Had no remorse in your acts now the curtain is due

I have less strength and tolerance
Succumbing to your nonsense
How bad of a man am I?
You left on my conscious
But in the end it was I who wronged
Thinking slowly sipping the poison I would live as long
Thinking hold to the thorns till the pain moved on
Thinking seeing the right wouldn’t be that wrong

Now we’re at so long
And it’s been so long
Since I been able to see your face
And no rage performs
My mind lusts for your agony
Your righteousness is fallacy
A needle to your flesh for every hour of lost sanity

Your sound and look unveil my maniacal ego
Authorities set a foundation so we’ll never be equal
But I see through
I want my passion and patience to defeat you
I no longer want to see you
Your demise would cause me great soothe
I pray a God exist to cool
The fiery Hell in my heart for you