I believe it was two years ago. I typed a goal/affirmation down in my phone that simply said,
“I’m going to hug my daughter everyday”
I have not achieved that goal, yet. I think that not achieving this goal has lead to my indescribable incomplete feeling. With the passing of my grandma and how important she was to both of us, I really have to do all I can to achieve that goal.
Making a living was hard enough before the pandemic. For many it will become even harder. Relocating is a task within itself, but the distance we are apart would make daily travel very expensive and unrealistic. I have some real decisions to make, even if temporary. I know the great relationship I have with my daughter could be greater. It’s on me to push it to that level. This is a decision less about me and more about her and us. In this crazy time we are living in, I don’t want to be far from my child. I don’t want to have to finance a trip to see her. I don’t want her adolescent years with me to be sporadic and heavy technology based. As her father, it’s on me to fix that reality in every aspect anyway I can.
I will fulfill my Daddy goal of hugging my daughter everyday. It’s a must.
…Affirmations are real!
Tell yourself great things. Put your wants and desires out in the universe. Pray. Believe in your prayers. Internalize everything before you point a finger…Love.
I want to be around the people that constantly dream big wit no limitations.
I want the freedom to “be” with no feedback or dialogue.
I want to be with the minds and spirits that connect with mine.
I want to be greater than I ever imagined
The next thing I need to master in my life is Emotional Intelligence.
I must keep myself in control at all times. I must not let people or the world get to me.
Nothing can take me off my game.
Nothing can get me off my square.
God and I are in control of me
This affirmation starts a stronger path to the ultimate goal.
Have a great day!
I love to create. It’s something that takes a lot of my time and I don’t mind. My focus is better. My spirit is brighter and it just makes me feel good.
Yesterday, I decided I would try to turn my analysis on artist into branded content. Reason being, it was going so well that I couldn’t just keep it as “conversation on my Facebook admin page”. I’ve talked about music before. For years I have done that. I’ve given nostalgic stories, that have done pretty well. I’ve done think pieces and gotten a small reaction. I’ve done music reviews and I don’t know how that’s gone, due to little to no reaction. However, when I want to “talk for real about an artist” the game changes. The conversation gets thorough and emotional. People chime in that usually don’t hit my page. Whether it be to agree or disagree, the speak. That’s something I’ve never done with my music content before. I been doing it for about a month now and I am very please with the results.
I thought maybe this could be new life for my site BehindTheRhyme.com, but I honestly have other plans for that. It’s just going to take more time to develop. What I’m building now is my new pocket to have music conversation. To do that, I got to start from the bottom to build it up. It’s all about my quest to be a content King. I have one podcast running smooth. I have a book that will be available shortly. Now I found my pocket for music conversation. I’m almost there. A new positive affirmation is in order.
Don’t give up now
Just keep pushing
Everything is actually fine
And getting better
You’re still alive
You’re still moving forward
You have real goals
You just have to realize
That everyday won’t be great
Don’t get down
Don’t get depressed
Just keep pushing
You want to be a multi-millionaire doing what you love right?
Well, you’re almost there
You are sacrificing
You are surviving
You are grateful
You want to do well for better intentions
That’s why you shouldn’t worry
You’re not selfish
You have love and show love
You have empathy
Because not many have lived like you
Yet, you understand many have it worse
So don’t give up
Do this for no one but yourself
Get the life you see
Get the life you earn
Talk soon man