But You Could Die…

If you keep waiting till the year change, you could die.
Spirit wondering what could have been as your lifeless body lies.
Wishing you wouldn’t have waited since no man or woman knows their time.
A memory, an RIP, a teary-eyed goodbye…

If you wait till the ball drops then you drop to your knees…
Clutching your heart, stopping the party, a face of grit in sheer agony
What will the rest of your year be? Will it even be?
Are you really going to wait and see?
Your “soon I’ll start” mission no longer your destiny…

Your new year is now. Create your wanted season of change.
Be what you want, be what you saw and foreseen today.
Cause you can make plans for next week
And die before the end of today.
How long will you wait? Cause you didn’t plan to die today.

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Cam Talk…

I don’t suffer in silence well
It’s hard to forget what’s been done to me
I think I love confrontation
There’s a thrill when “show and prove” is on me

I want power, freedom and control
I’ll give love, peace and comfort in return
I want the energy to remain
I want family and friends that don’t burn

I want to mean it
I want to understand
I’m here to excel
And collect what I demand

I’m here cause I belong
The journey still incomplete
My preparation under the radar
My movement explained to me

Stay protected and out of the way
Grow and be what you see
Words said to myself
As I grow to understand me

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August 2019

One day in August, I added to my vision and affirmation list, “I will change my life for the better within 12 months”.

It was definitely a powerful statement. I really believed it when I typed it. I had conviction when I said it and it’s already began to manifest into different ideas and opportunities.

Something special is happening with me right now. I’m remaining calm and patient as it happens. It’s time I take life to the next level. Next summer some may call it a 180. I’ll simply call it the upgrade to the designer version of me. I’m shedding the Great Value version of myself and it’s beautiful. There will be no more of what you knew. Only what has evolved will remain. The only request is let me stand tall and keep your love or hate exactly the same.