To Be…

To have my smile be infectious to a heart and be reflected

For my playful nature to be accepted. Release tension and be connected with

To be warm, carefree and calm

A detour from the world and the wrong that’s going on, is what I want.

To ignite genuine happiness being free as my thoughts allow

Never holding back a piece of myself never ceasing or dialing down.

Living, connecting, understood, appreciated.

Not cause of my title, but because of my being. To my core be celebrated.

I long to be like the pics I’ve seen. No contingency or complications.

I thought I had the pics I’ve seen, but the feeling is lost or deflated.

Frustration Revelations

It hurts my heart to see the people I once showed great admiration for become laughable, confused and directionless.

This world is filled with people who want to spout their opinions as facts and not be challenged. Minimally educated on the topics they speak so loudly and passionately about. God forbid you oppose their opinion, bruising the fragile ego that lies beneath.

When you come to grips with knowing your only obstacle is you, it either forces a greater focus or an admittance to not wanting to be a great as you think you are.

I want to be a lot of things. The biggest problem has been trying to be them all at one time. It’s time I slow down and methodically approach all of my life goals with no disruption.

It’s hard to tell when I’m forcing an issue or when God is moving in my life sometimes. I don’t want to fight for the wrong things or the wrong people. But what should I let happen?